Concerns addressed and dad had some new visitors...

So we’ve had some concerns accumulating about my dad that we wanted to address with the social worker.  We were curious if his showering schedule has increased, or if he was continuing to say he didn’t think he needed one when approached by the staff.  The last time we met we had heard this was the only area of difficulty with him.  We suggested that instead of offering it as a suggestion, to approach it more matter of factly to him.  Don’t treat it like it’s an option and we were sure he would comply. 

We’ve also been a little concerned that his OCD has settled him into his one favorite outfit which includes his winter coat, that he wears zipped up indoors while he waits (daily, we assume) for someone to come visit for the day.  Since we aren’t able to go more often than once a week, it is difficult to picture.  But he seems ok with it.  It’s just his routine.   But now that winter is over, we would really like him to dress weather-appropriate so he doesn’t overheat.  Last time my sister visited, he was very itchy and kept asking her to scratch his back.  This is when she noticed his favorite shirt was not only long sleeved, but fleece lined.

 Cereal bars and crossword puzzles are his favorite requests these days.  Problem is, an entire box of cereal bars will be gone two days later.  If he was given more than one box, those boxes will be gone too.   We found the staff was buying him boxes of these bars during the week, which we are so appreciative of.  But unfortunately he can’t pace himself, so we needed to see if they could spread out the amount they are giving him.

He’s also still complaining about phantom leg pains, that seem to come and go or change legs with each visit.  He never seems to bring it up to the doctor, so when questioned if anything is bothering him he just says no.  Again, so nice that he is agreeable and not a complainer at all.  But we want to make sure they aren’t overlooking anything.  Sometimes he acts like it is very painful.  We can’t help but worry about the later phases of this disease which brings immobility, and we worry if this could be an early sign of what’s to come.

 And the last concern are the cracks in his hands – big deep splits and grooves.  They look horrible and like it’s more than just the cold or smoking.  We thought they would have improved since he doesn’t spend nearly as much time outside in the elements as he used to since he’s been there.  I wince when I take out my purell to use for me and he wants to use it too.  I can only imagine how bad it must burn.  But he doesn’t seem to notice.  Again, we wonder which signals in his brain are functioning, and which might not be.  Maybe it’s not signaling the pain.

 After speaking with the social worker about all these things I felt much better again.  I can’t say enough good things about the staff.  They are always so polite and respectful, and my dad seems really happy with them too.  It’s nice that he knows them all by name and he seems to have a few favorites.  She said they try to be respectful with the vets, but if there are areas we want to push, they will be more than willing to do what we ask.  She said they will just make sure the same outfit he wants to wear won’t be available that day or that they have out something more weather appropriate for him.  She said the showering has still been an issue.  I suggested that if they bribed him with cigarettes, that should do it.  Of course that is not how they typically handle situations by bribing their patients, but if that is what we suggest and we are ok with it, she said they will try it.  It seems like the simplest and least confrontational way to me.  I think if it is just approached more often, it will become a part of his routine – which he is all about.  She mentioned that she will cut back on the cereal bars, since his family is bringing them weekly anyway.  And pretty much anytime he wants a snack, all he has to do is ask.  She checked out his hands and thought it might be the soap they are using, so they ordered some antibiotic cream for him.

I love hearing the little day to day stories when talking to her.  She said he often stops in her office to talk to her.  And he’ll of course ask what snacks she has that day.  So she’ll give him things like carrot sticks, or an orange – which I can’t imagine him actually eating!  But she said that he does.  She said to keep him busy she’ll sometimes give him little tasks to do, like to go and check out the Indians game on t.v. and report back to her on what is happening.  She said she sometimes forgets his illness, because he seems so normal and competent with his ability to do these things.  But like all of us, there are other things that bring us right back to reality.

We went for a visit this weekend, and I noticed that he was dressed in a different outfit and he wasn’t wearing his coat.  When we were signing him out he asked us if he should go get his coat.  It was actually a day he probably could have gotten away with it, but we said he’d be ok for the short walk outside without it and he was fine with it.  So it’s nice that they must have gotten through to him and he didn’t seem to mind.  I did feel slightly guilty like I told on him, or like I’m making things more difficult for him.  These are things in the grand scheme of things aren’t that big of a deal.  And I just want him to be happy.  But luckily he seems to be going with the flow as best he can.

 We brought the kids with us for the first time.  We thought it might be a little intimidating for them, but they did well.  He has never been very conversational with them, especially with the past phases of his illness.  But he did seem happy to see them and he commented that he was happy we brought them.  And he seemed concerned on whether or not they were having fun.  When the day was over he said it looks like they enjoyed themselves.  And he was right.  They had a blast.  They watched him play pool for a little bit, but then I had to move them to a smoke-free area after 45 minutes or so.  So they got a chance to play pool on their own, check out Pogo the parrot, eat some snacks, and play some games.  They were disappointed when it was time to leave, so I think it will be ok to bring them back with us soon.